Old Blog Post - OK but Why?

*Old Blog Posts are thoughts and feelings I had from a few years ago that I will be reposting to this site in an effort to get everything on one site! Hope you enjoy!

Aug 14th 2020

Honestly, I think I have asked myself this more than anyone will ever ask me. Why am I switching my focus to art? Why am I writing a blog post about switching my focus to art? Why am I not planning on using my two degrees to pursue interior design? Why, why, why? I don’t think I have a good answer right now that would really express how I’m feeling. 

So what do I have an answer for? Hell if I know! Right now I’m trying to figure out what the heck I want to do! This website is a part of that but I have a feeling this is just the start. My life has come down to three really big things that I love doing. 

  1. I LOVE ART! I love almost all things art. I love looking at art, creating it, destroying it, and all that is in between. So this page is going to focus on art that I am working on! 

  2. I love interior design! But honestly, I’m really tired of it right now. So I’m going to post some of the homes that I am working on and some that I have done in the past. However, I honestly may switch things up in 3 years and go full-on interiors for a while. Who knows!

  3. I love games! I love video games, board games, puzzles and more. I want to share my thoughts on games and I want to share the games themselves. So I will be on my personal twitch now and then playing games. OH ALSO, I’m on the Absolute20pod twitch every week for two different Dungeons and Dragons games! Check them out the are really fun!

Pause here and listen to Bad Romance! It’s a mood right now! 

Did you do it?

Gonna be kind of hard to match the energy here if you didn’t…

Would also allow Rain on Me…

Ok! Let’s get started! Right now I’m working on four different painting projects! 

  1. Posh Bitch - an acrylic painting that is mixing kinetic sand, heavy body acrylic gel, paint, and other gel mediums. The idea behind this stems from watching a few specific makeup gurus. The sand is their true personality, grainy, and muddy. The gel’s represent their personality on video. Or at least that’s how it is starting! We shall see where it goes. 

  2. Daddy ;) - COVID brought a weird change for me (one of many honestly). It brought out more open communication with my partner when it comes to sex. Daddy is me exploring that a bit in an art form. It’s got a booty! It’s got the lines that I like in my pieces for structure and it has got some silver spikes for fun! This piece is currently transforming so I honestly have no idea where it is going to go. I know that sounds super arty and blah but it’s very true with many of my pieces. Sometimes they will sit there for months without getting worked on because I’m thinking of where I want to take the piece next. 

  3. 100 layers - This piece has been in the works for over a year now. I’m at a point where I just need to spend some time staring at it I think. I need to transform it but I’m not sure how yet. 

  4. Untitled - This piece has also been in the works for a bit. Not sure how it’s going to transform but right now it’s not very successful so it may be a full repaint. Who knows honestly!

Other things on the list are simply getting everything set up on social media and all that jazz. This is all a work in progress so don’t be hating! 

Anyways love you! Hope things are ok with life for everyone. 

Love,

Lost

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